Yan Jun =)!

17 yrs Old !

02 Sep 1991!

Westwood Sec Sch!

Nanyang Junior College

syyj0902@hotmail.com

 

these few days i am very upset about sth, which is the sepetation of class for Maths lesson...
for me, i totally hate what our tutor had done. she picked out 9 people from our class--including me and let the new teacher who has no experience at all to teach us. and categorise us as the "slower group". personally i feel insulted. i feel insulted to be categorised as a slow student, especially for maths. after my analysis with friends, we think that she throw 9 of us out is because we didnt do well for the recent lecture test. but how can she judge us by only seeing one test? it's so unfair. i scored a B for mid year exam, which is quite a decent grade for that paper. there are people who only scored C and D, or even E are still in that "faster class".
IT'S SO UNFAIR!
she think it will be better to put 9 of us under the new teacher as we can ask more questions and maybe can follow better. but things turn out differently, new teacher's pace is slow, however, it's too slow. for the entire one hour, she only can go through 2 questions. some parts of the two questions are simply secondary stuff, but she is still going through them ( for the sake of others). it's totally a waste of time! i am not saying that the new teacher is not good. she is trying very hard and prepared for every single tutorial. it's just too slow. when the teacher was going through the questions, some ppl do not listen and they asked her to repeat again. what an utter fool... the "faster class" has finish the entire tutorial 10A and going to tutorial 10B. promo is just around the corner, 43 days away. use ur toe to think u can also get that the faster we finish the tutorial, the faster we can do revision for promo. it sounds really contradicting that i hate her, but i want to go to her class. if not successful, i will consider t0 approach the HOD of maths. if still cannot, Mr Kuek is the final solution... i dont really mind the new teacher, is just that we are very slow and the other class will go very fast. liddat when we reach promo, we will be lagging behind a lot! and many teacher has said that the promo paper is not easy. from this seperation of class, the 9 of us seems are not going to do well due to lack of revision. which we will stuck in that class forever...until next year july. then, a level prelim comes, follow by acutal a level.
i will talk to her tmr regarding this. this stupid thing has utterly spoilt my mood for these 2 weeks. OMG~~~

 

first of all.....
i have gotten back all my mid yr exam paper...
i can say it's really a huge contrast when compare with my sec sch result.
i got *cough* ... dun really want to mention that
however, i definitely did way way way better than that idiotic haolian gay in PJ. u mentioned that u almost top every single test and exam in sec 3. just shut ur ass up lah... since when u top any of them????
oh ya, u top once, which is the chemistry common test 2. however, it's so not recognised!!! cos u cheated!!!!

btw, so happy that our class top the whole cohort for mid yr exam~~ yoho~~~

actually i am not really disappointed with my result cos even though i didnt study for the mid yr exam and i manage to pass maths, geo and GP and S for chem and phy...
chem and phy are so close to pass, yet so far....
i only can use this to comfort myself, seriously, also to motivate myself to study harder, to get back my study mood just like before the O lvls.

 

obviously, my laziness has come back again...
this can be shown in various areas.

for example:

1. i didnt update my blog for more than 2 months!!! until ytd, hady told me that he finally updated his blog and reminded me that i had officially abandoned my beloved "meh blog" for more than 2 months.
2. mid year exam is just around the corner and i havent finished studying for my mid year exam!!! i still left with half of H2 chem, emtire H2 phy and H1 geo to study... really feeling the stress now.

now i really hope the swine flu could get breakout and i could get one more week of holiday for me to catch up my studying...

coming monday is my very first mid year exam paper, it's maths

currently, i dont have that kind of learning spirit which i used to have. i am truely worried about my study. i just couldnt settle down my mind for study.

shall go and continue studying for the rest of the chem.

coming back after mid year exam :)

bye~~~

 

recently, many things brought back some memories for me. ytd, i 'accidentally' listened the music called --forbidden love. i believe all the westwoodians sure know about this music, cos we listened this piece of music every morning for around 25 mins. yes, the music the ava ppl played for silent reading. because of this piece of music, all my good memories in westwood had been brought back. suddenly had the feeling of crying. seriously, i miss westwood. the teachers, the mates from there and all the fun we had during that that few years. really miss teachers like miss nitz. oh ya, Gajan, u had changed, changed a lot a lot, until i couldnt even reconise u from what u had said...
i wrote this thread is because i really miss the time i spent in westwood. i am the kind of person who always like to recall memories, esp those memorable one. i am not saying that 0925 or NYJC isnt gd , i am having fun with my classmates and my JC. it's just that i can never forget about what i had gone throught in westwood. i believe, i will never forget about them...

today is another day which i do not understand what the chemistry lecture was talking about. need to go for consultation from miss sim, but... i dont really dare.
physics lecture...all the newton's law seems so easy but yet, the qns are so difficult...
tomorrow got maths test on method of difference. that topic seems pretty easy, but dunno how i am going to do tmr...

just now went back to westwood sec for awards day rehearsal. i shouldnt call it as rehearsal, instead of getting some info. on the day of rehearsal. my no. is 109...
after that, met ms sim and she told me that the current pure phy students dont like mr chor and stuff like that. i shall not comment about it cos i have my own opinion :)
oh ya, i met miss nitz today in sch~~~ but didnt really talk to her :( nvm, still got chance one :)

today my pw tutor returned me my PI draft 2, gosh, still not up to her standard. i am really sick of doing my PI over and over again. it's real;y irritating @*&%$&#$^!%

 

wow, i didnt come back to my blog for one month alr. time really flies~~~
the only reason i could give is that JC life is really hectic. the syf is coming again and i am in choir again. fighting for GOLD again...
u might be thinking, the period right after the holiday shld be relaxing. in jc, it's totally the opposite, cos we have test/exam right after the holiday...
i had my H2 phy, math and chem + H1 geog lecture test last week. except for chem, the rest are disastrous, esp the maths test!
i proudly announce that yan jun had failed his first ever maths test in his entire 17 yrs of life...
but i am not really sad about it. maybe because i know that wasn't my potential. yes, maybe...
many things had happened within this month...
i was so entangled with a girl from my class, she always quarrel with my for very tiny stuff. really cant stand her. then she still dare to ask me to let her win as all her friends acquiesced last time. i think she is still living in her own palace as the 'liang po po' queen... i am speechless...
there is one guy in choir also. he was the most cheapo guy ever. i lost my ez-link card last wk and he found it. instead of returning to me, he used my ez-link card to take buses, then returned it to me after few days. WHERE THE HELL IS UR FACE???
whenever i see him in choir, i really wanna puke...
today my old friend msg me. he really changed a lot after going to his new sch. until now, i realise the important-ness of the environment in sch cos it influences a students. the old friend who i mentioned starts using vulgarities so frequently as if it's his pet phrases. some more, he 's getting involved in relationships, so called B-G R. from what he said i could sense that he was actually being flamboyant to me for having a gf. but, what's the big deal? for me, i know it's now the right time to consider B-G R right now. i only have 2 yrs to A lvl, actually less than that but u have one extra yr. i am so not jealous of u. in my sch, when u say the f word, everyone around that person will frown at him or her. but in ur sch, when u fix the f word in ur dialogue appropriately, ppl will look up to u and imitate you. what a huge diffi.
every choir rehearsal has become very stressful as the load landed on my shoulder is getting heavier and heavier. i am standing at the front row of choir, which means i must be very familiar to our performing actions. then, as there is a high G pitch for my section, only few ppl able to handle the notes well which including me, thus, we are the only 4 ppl singing that part. that part is that most outstanding part in the entire song. hence, i need to really sing my notes correctly. however, after joining JC choir, i realised that what we did in sec sch choir is just a tiny tip of a huge iceberg in sec sch, we could anyhow sing and still able to get the correct note. but in JC, once u muddle through the whole song, u r some how dead under conductor's killer staring... i think he shld go for temper management programme. a tiny spark could ignite him and turn it into uncontrollable forest fire...
i believe, we are having CCA leaders interview for all the J1s. i shall volunteer myself to the post of vice-president in choir. that post is really competitive from what i know. but i think i do have the ability, it's just that the chance isnt given to me. the selection is so much fairer in JC compare to sec sch. i shall cross my fingers to hope for the very best...

 

today, i went back to WESTWOOD SEC!!!!
haha~~~so happy that i could see my choir teachers and juniors :)
but i didnt manage to see my form teacher---xiao nitz...
going back to westwood today was in my plan list, but last week, my college said we will have cross country today. WTH~~~
but luckily, because of the rain at east coast park, THE CROSS COUNTRY WAS CANCELLD!!!
woho!!!
now, the westwood choir couldnt sing as confident as 2 yrs back :(
but hope you guys can do well in SYF on the 17th April, i will try my best to go there and support you guys.


for the entire last week, i was so fruastrated over my chemistry, i was so confused by back titration and double indicators. and during my chem practical, my teacher -that eunice sim- questioned me, " yan jun, do you know what's going on or not?"
what the hell lah, u dun wan to teach us or give us any hint to do the questions, still expect all of us to do it correctly.
on friday, i gotten back my maths test, surprisingly, i got 7/10 for that test!!! hope can do better for the next test...
sigh~~~ i need to go do my GP Minor Research Project and my PW Preliminary Idea (PI). damn it lah~~~ so irritating...

bye,
with LOVEs

 

wow~~~
time passed really very fast. i had just spent 1 month at Nanyang JC!!! without even realising it.
so far, i had known all my classmates and able to mix around them. but i just couldnt forget about that cluster of my 4G friends in westwood. they are too memorable i think i couldnt forget about them in my whole life, seriously...
anyway, let me just talk about more about NYJC.
at the very beginning of my JC studying journey, i was lost in that lecture-tutorial system.
i could concentrate during lecture as i felt it somehow weird for 600+ students study together in a lecture theatre. as a result, i couldnt understand during tutorial and i am so afraid to ask questions. but now, i have alr tune myself into the L-T system from secondary sch system.
however, i feel very stress now, cos all of my friends/students in NYJC are having the similar scores roughly as in between 8 to 14 points. for me, i feel no longer superior in my sch, not even my class. sometime, i just could understand the tutorial questions whereas my friends could do all the questions. there is no textbook for A level, the only thing i can study from is my lecture notes and my lecture notes only provide me with those very typical type of questions. currently, i can cope well with my maths and chemistry, but for physics wise, not really lah. maybe because i didnt build a good foundation for myself in physics in secondary school.

this mon, i met Gajan after sch,(omg, finally...) and we had dinner together and introduce each other about own schools. we met only for less than 1 hour. obviously it's not enough, i got so many things to tell him and i believe so does him.
ytd, i met Ruo wen and got her chem lecture notes, tks btw :) and at JP lib, i met cecilia, yung kent, wen wei and jeffery. base on what cecilia told me, westwood is running out of control, which i dont know why. then yung kent, wenwei and jeffery are studying in innova. i am just so envy them having schoolmates going to the same school, able to go to sch and go home together. not like me, everyday i am really a loner who can only go to sch and go home with myself.
but luckily, JC life is only 2 years, minus those holidays will only left with less than one and half years. as what i said just now, time flying fast. so dun worry too much :)

currently i am posting in my sch lib, waiting for my CCA to start, which is at 6pm. the lib is closing so soon as the librarian started chasing students out alr. i still have a lot more to talk about but there is no way for me to finish it within 5 mins. so just let me talk about it next time when i am free. yes, i am really busy in sch, between my studies and project work. lucky my group members are quite responsible, so i do play my part can alr :)

alright, that's it for this thread.

Bye bye~~~

 

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